lost and found something new

Once I sat with my book…..
lost and inside me I was having a look.
it was my soul which was busy healing,
 when I found beautiful sky mirroring  my  on going feeling.
heavy and dark clouds ready to cry
inside I was gentle and outside to be strong was hard to try.
holding the pencil I started to draw on the page,
my talent outshone breaking the cage.
I lost someone but found one of my side,
I realized , burying deep the painful memories ,I want to keep it aside.
i know I have a  scar,
for which the reason you are.
now I will show you
I am diamond strong and shine without you having a clue.
life is too hard,
but we have to play a smart card.