Impatience is all I have drowned inside me . why am I so like that ? I scold stop. Just stop. Grow up you bitch. Grow up. Such a stupid fellow your being. Grow up child, grow up. Look at yourself. Your done. Grow up . your not in kindergarten. You’re a girl tall as 18. Shut the crap. Be patient. Be strong. Be you. stop this plzzz plzz…. Bloody dammit your dying. Plzz just stop this. Look here, right in the eye. Speak to me bloody bitch. Your eyes are red . drunk blood? Say no. no you haven’t. watch with this huh. Pick you hand . here put on your chest right on top your crap heart . watch that. Feel that. What? You cant? Ohh shut up. Liar. You can, I know. Its your beat stupid. Sing over it. Scream on top of your lungs when you want to. Breath hard. Take the air. Live. Bother with nothing. close your eyes. Kepp them shut until your done. Get some pleasant sleep. You ‘ll be alright becoz I know you will be . I know what you are. Then here , hear out my words .let me tell you what you really are. You’re a house of power. You are house of miracle. You’re a charm. You are extreme beauty and serenity. You are peace. The universe is your , remember it . you have all the magic. Shhh !! just keep it a secret. People don’t need to know every shit about you. well here ….. I know you are alright. If it hurts ,shed some bloody tears. Until your done. Its helpful. But just don’t let yourself sink in them. your ohk!! Iknow you are. Be calm. Breath in and den out. Breath in and den out. don’t have anyone?. Moods down? Doesn’t mind. Talk to your very own self. let the world die. “go to hell” say to the world. your one and made once. Live bloody damn out of it. Damn idiot just live stop thinking. Go. Go I said go sleep. Shut your lids. Let them rest along with your soul. And den when you open them , see the dark night BREAK…. Things will be different.!!... just live…. LIFE IS A BITCH…. SOO BE IT… YOU BE THE BITCH .. AND SCREW IT .. AND JUST LIVE..
